TIME GOES ON
By Alex NessJanuary 1, 2023
INEVITABLE
Life
has meant for me, many good experiences and many bad. Life is
difficult and it has never been an easy path. There is a belief modern
minded people have, that has made their life a little bit more
difficult. Many of them believe that life is meant to be constant
victory, a birth followed by constantly positive experiences. The life
we live is inevitably great, because all we are meant to do, to inherit,
to accomplish, we will be given our destiny. But life is rather
different. A look at how life is for people living in lesser developed
countries shows that inevitable can be interpreted differently, because
they might inevitably be hungry, killed in wars, forced into labor, or
more. Wealth and power lead people to believe they are meant to be rich
and powerful, rather than be grateful for their individual experience.
That is, people with money tend to believe they aren't living for money
and the things money can buy.
I write this all because the
world in which we live has a variety of costs, layers, and mysteries
that are worth investment of time to explore. There are truths that must
be delved deep to appreciate, we're not given an user's manual to
help us understand or overcome. I'm beginning to realize that the more
that I read and dive into, the more I don't know, and need to know. If I die
before I solve all of the mysteries that linger, and present themselves
for examination, that isn't a tragedy, it is common, typical of most
lives. But, if I don't bother to try to know the answer, I can never know the answer.
CHANGES
As I am going through some difficult health related issues, I think my articles will appear 4 times a month rather than the 7-10 it has been. It isn't a hiatus, but will give me time to adjust to changed circumstances.
MY HISTORY AND EXPLORATION
As some
know, who read my various blogs, or my social media, I was a child
adopted due to a rape. It left me with a life better in ways than it
could have been, but also, a feeling that I was an outsider, different
than others, and a feeling that no one understood me, not even my
family. This isn't a criticism, but an honest commentary that it is
meant to explain who I am. I didn't have the ability to look at the
people giving advice, caring for me, complaining about me, giving
guidance and see people who looked like me, or resembled me in any way. I
love my mom desperately, and my dad too, but it is much harder to
accept guidance from someone who is a perfectionist, if it feels like it
is coming from a stranger, or someone who isn't part of your being.
My life didn't start out with hope, love or fanfare. I am entirely aware, it might never have started at all. I am not going to turn this into a commentary about abortion, since even in the mouth of Republicans, incest and rape are reasons to abort a child. I appreciate that my DNA mother didn't seek a way to get rid of me. That is all I will say about that. BUT being of a different configuration of flesh than the family that raised me might've led me to dig into the world around me differently than others. Feeling different didn't lead me to assume I was hated or unloved, but it did mean that my outlook was aimed at trying to solve the questions of existence that others might ignore.
The person I am is one who took History and Political Science despite loving art and poetry, literature and comics. While I know some who went into Psychology or Philosophy to understand themselves or diagnose what they feared was wrong, I chose a look at the result of what humans do, and their stated goals rather than the intellectual motives and outlooks that lead them to do such. It isn't that others are wrong, of course, I took the path I did because it allowed me a framework of knowledge that gives the world I live in a context. For me, I was long aware, nothing is inevitable but paying taxes and dying.TO SLAY DRAGONS
Life
is often represented in art through symbolism and metaphor. For
example, the idea of slaying a dragon, is almost always not a commentary
about the killing of a legendary serpentine monster. It refers to, in
allegorical, metaphor, or symbolism, the concept or story about our need
to slay the creature or being that troubles us. Whether the being that
troubles us is a test tomorrow in Biology class, addressing a bully that
steals your lunch money, speaking to the person who calls you names or
insults your mother, addressing the government official who keeps taking
your paycheck, or there is a problem you must face, defeat, and find
closure.
“The hunger of a dragon is slow to wake, but hard to sate.” Ursula K. Le Guin
Did dragons exist? I've no idea, honestly. I am, however, very certain that the stories of their existence had to be influenced by finds of skeletal remains and fossils of dinosaurs. Who would not be struck with awe by the fossils left behind by creatures the size of a house?
Saint George's story didn't, in fact, begin with fighting a giant serpentine beast threatening the people of the local town. He was a Roman soldier or even a member of the Praetorian Guard, from the region of Cappadocia, who refused to obey an order that would pay homage and respect to a pagan god. For his refusal to obey, he was tortured and slain, by order of Emperor Diocletian. This places his life as having lived in around 245 - 305 C.E. (Christian Era). There are, of course, portions of his story that cannot be known. And some aspects of his legend were added far later than its core. However, while Saint George did not kill dragons, his story inspired the Crusader knights and soldiers who learned the story while in the Holy Land and nearby regions. It is true that he was courageous, but dragons were probably not the beast he helped slay. The Romans themselves took Christianity as their official state religion, and shortly after, in the context of time, Rome fell.
“Fairy
tales do not give the child his first idea of bogey. What fairy tales
give the child is his first clear idea
of the possible defeat of bogey.
The baby has known the dragon intimately ever since he had an
imagination.
What the fairy tale provides for him is a St. George to
kill the dragon.” G.K. Chesterton
AND MORE SLAYERS
Beowulf
is one of the very first works that moved me, however confusing it
might have been in the beginning. I was even confused where the events
it speaks of would have happened, think it was an Anglo Saxon prince
going to help a people in Denmark. It was not that. But one of the
creatures that must be slain is a dragon. And the battle has a grievous
cost.
The warrior Sigurd's place in cultural memory was made
permanent before Richard Wagner's masterpiece, Der Ring des
Nibelungen, or for the English speakers, the Ring
of the Nibelung. In Sigurd Wagner displays the Germanic/ Nordic
fortitude of will and courage, slaying a dragon, and by eating its
heart, becomes fully wise and knowing. And his last moments are tragic, for no one so great will be without enemies or challengers.
R.A. Salvatore wrote books that I really enjoyed. He wrote initially for TSR, but then he expanded his work with numerous publishers. I interviewed him and appreciate what he has written. His story found in The Spearwielder's Tale is humble, subtle and clever. Taking a real human who discovers that a fantasy world exists, he is cast into a world that requires a great hero. As much a commentary about how the moment can transform a common person into a hero as an epic heroic story of the stranger who came to fight the beast that endangered the village/land.
“Quickly, the dragon came at him, encouraged
As Beowulf fell back; its breath flared,
And he suffered, wrapped around in swirling
Flames -- a king, before, but now
A beaten warrior. None of his comrades
Came to him, helped him, his brave and noble
Followers; they ran for their lives, fled
Deep in a wood. And only one of them
Remained, stood there, miserable, remembering,
As a good man must, what kinship should mean."
(Burton Raffel's translation of Beowulf)
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